What Am I Doing
EFJ
I love you
If I can't even say this to you
I'll let you go
But I've got to at least try
You were the one I went to
When I needed to get out
You were the one I looked for
When I needed to escape
And then I took advantage
Of all that you've done
I demanded for more
When you've done more than enough
I love you
If I can't even say this to you
I'll let you go
But I've got to at least try
I need you
Can't believe I didn't even know it
Now you're gone
I don't even know what I'm doing
I kept on playing
Thinking you'll always be there
I kept on using
You like you couldn't feel
I kept on pushing
Thinking you wouldn't mind
I kept ignoring
You when you needed someone
But now
I love you
If I can't even say this to you
I'll let you go
But I've got to at least try
I need you
Can't believe I didn't even know it
Now you're gone
I don't even know what I'm doing
I stayed up all night
Thinking what I could have done better
I stayed up all night
Wasting my tears
'coz I know you're gone
And you're never coming back again
But what am I doing
It's all my fault to begin with
I love you
If I can't even say this to you
I'll let you go
But I've got to at least try
I need you
Can't believe I didn't even know it
Now you're gone
I don't even know what I'm doing
I love you
If I can't even say this to you
I'll let you go
But I've got to at least try
I need you
Can't believe I didn't even know it
Now you're gone
I don't even know what I'm doing
What am I doing
It's all my fault to begin with
love,
EFJ