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    Want U Back (English Response)


    Move On
    Original Artiste: 100% (Want U Back)
    Response by: EFJ

    The way you stare at me from across the street I can tell (want you back)
    What's going through your mind baby it's that obvious (want you back)
    But I am his now so stop saying nonsense like (now it's over but I'm still your lover)

    Can't you get the fact that I'm no longer yours
    Why are you still trying to win me back
    Go out and mingle go out with a girl please just move on
    Tell her what you always tell me I don't wanna let you go

    Forget the way my hand feels like when walk together hand-in-hand

    'Coz my hand is in another's grasp so I don't wanna hear anymore (want you back girl)

    (Want you back girl) no stop saying that to me
    (Bad girl) yes I am rejecting you
    (Oh no) oh you drive me so insane
    Stop it now forget me I'm no longer your property

    Girl he wants you back what you waiting for

    Stop confusing me you're making it more difficult than it should be
    I'm trying to forget my feelings for you so why aren't you doing the same
    Can you hear me you can't keep doing this
    My life was so peaceful when you left but now
    You come back want me back can't you just leave me alone

    I thought I wouldn't be able to move on when you decided to leave me back then
    But now that I finally have you tell me that you want me back

    (Want you back girl) no stop saying that to me
    (Bad girl) yes I am rejecting you
    (Oh no) oh you drive me so insane
    Stop it now forget me I'm no longer your property

    Why do you keep bothering me can't you just leave me be
    Get it in your head that I'm no longer yours

    (Want you back girl) no stop saying that to me
    (Bad girl) yes I am rejecting you
    (Oh no) oh you drive me so insane
    Stop it now forget me I'm no longer your property

    As I did this I referred to
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99YEL-UuBRc


    love,
    EFJ

     -And she's off- ;

    Dilemma



    Dilemma.. HELPP~

    As you (my non-existent readers) might have noticed, I've been into writing song responses these few.... Uhmm... Months..? And I've encountered a dilemma.

    I've decided to use Infinite's Man In Love (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVHPcZ5oMLQ) for my next project although I'm not that much of a fan of the song as of current. It still needs a little getting used to, I guess.

    I mean, I love pretty much all Infinite songs that I've heard - Come Back Again, She's Back, Be Mine, Paradise, 60 Seconds, Special Girl, Only Tears. Just to name a few. And it was love at first listen for all these songs. But Man In Love just isn't there yet for me.

    However, as I read the translation (basically it's all about what some men would do if he were in love) I thought it would be a good song to write a response to. Honestly, I was initially thinking of responding to Paradise (when I wasn't really into Man In Love - it's slowly growing on me) or even 60 Seconds.

    60 Seconds, much as I love the song, I have absolutely no idea how to respond to it. The song has 2 parts (from what I understand) - how they (the characters in the song) met and how it ended. I'm not quite sure how to respond to that......
    Just got this idea while reading the translation. I guess I could start with the first meeting as well, how the girl felt, how the girls is hurting and wants to let go at the second part, and as for the 3rd part how she was hoping that despite all that she still wished he had chased after her. Then comes the chorus. Oh my goodness the torture I'll have to endure. *sighs* Alright storyline done, now to actually start...............

    Soon...............................

    I hope.............................


    As for Paradise, the understanding I got from the translation is that it is about a possessive guy who wants to keep the girl against her will in his own make-believe "paradise". The respond would be the girl trying to tell him to let her go and asking him to move on because they are both hurting and suffering. That would be a little like my Missing You response, except this does not involve a third party (I still think the guy in Missing You is a jerk. =/). So yes, it is a little dark for me, and although I have a rough idea of the storyline, I would need a lot of time to actually sit down and work on it and I simply cannot handle so much sadness (from trying to hold on to the guy I love in Guy Like Me response and falling in love with a jerk in Missing You).


    So I decided on Man In Love. Seriously. it seemed like the easiest thing to respond to. All I needed was how it felt to be a girl in love. And since I'm a girl (believe it or not -.-') it should be easy...............

    It was pure mental torture let me tell you first. Yes, I got the first part of the chorus down. That was the easiest part. Even before I started writing the translation and romaji down and counting the syllables, I already got the first part of the chorus down (and now pretty much the whole chorus). And when I finished writing down the translation and romaji and dividing the syllables, and tried to start on my response I realised I was blank. I might be a girl, but this is probably one of the most difficult response I ever wrote (next to Missing You. Honestly, Guy Like Me really was the easiest)

    1) I've never been in love. At least I don't ever remember being so in love I actually changed
    2) Even if I did, I'm not a typical girl who shies when she is around someone she likes. If I spot a cute guy, I try so hard to get his attention by being loud/laughing loudly. If I have to see him everyday I make friends with him.

    Most girls try to act cute. I try to act goofy to try and make him laugh. Or whine non-stop just to annoy him. I don't know.. That's just me. Shoot me. But don't judge me. So yes, I can't exactly write the response since I am so different from a normal girl.

    So what did I do? I asked around. Asked the community at G+. Asked my Unnies (godsisters), and even my Oppas (godbrothers) how they change when they are in love or some of the changes they noticed in their friends when they are in love. Hmm.. I guess it did help a bit. Although honestly G+ wasn't of any help at all, since noone replied.. -.-' Except for +Alyssa Avacena. Thank you dear :)

    BUT~ Now, I'm thinking of writing a response to Teen Top's Walk By. T,T The song is about a guy who is still sad about his break-up and is hoping for the girl to return to him. My response would be the girl regretting she ever hurt him and wondering if he would ever accept her again. Sounds desperate I know and I don't really like songs like these (where one is regretting his/her choice to leave and asking for another chance) but I've got to have a variety, right? Hmm.. I might even be able to do the rap, since it seems simple enough.

    THEN I listened to Infinite's Inconvenient Truth and I thought, OI WHAT THE HELL?! Do pardon my language. Basically about this guy nagging his girlfriend to dress more appropriately (no short skirts, no low-cuts) Of course I'm not that type of girl (although I do like skinny jeans. =DD) but it seemed like a cute song to respond to. Maybe I can go about as a rebellious girl, telling him to not bother me so much when he himself is making girls go crazy (come on, who isn't crazy for Infinite? =DD)

    Seriously. Why didn't I delve into writing response songs earlier? My life would have been so much easier...........

    I think..........................

    I hope.........................


    Oh what do I do now? I'm thinking of giving up on Man In Love altogether (since I don't really like the song anyway, right?) but I don't like doing things (that I like) halfway. It'll be another set of torture if I start on a new project before finishing my current one.

    Oh yes. And I'm thinking of doing a dance for Teen Top (Changjo ft. L.Joe)'s Jealousy. Oh the things my scumbag brain comes up with.

    Sorry for the non-lyrical post. Sorry for the rant. I needed to do it somehow, and since this IS related to this blog, I thought why not.


    love,
    EFJ

     -And she's off- ;

    Missing You (English Response)



    Missing Her
    Original Artiste: Teen Top (Missing You)
    Response by: EFJ

    You think I didn't see your face change
    When you realised it was me you hugged
    Who do you see when you look at me
    You're not looking at me you're just looking through me

    You give me a blank stare when I talk to you
    You gift me things I would never use
    Tell me exactly what is on your mind
    And who exactly is it that's in your heart

    I've got to tell you
    This is not a novel or a drama we're characters of
    It's not that I never tried or gave up too easily
    But the fact's just it that you're not the one for me
    And no matter how hard I try it's just not working for me
    I just can't accept you at least not yet
    It's her scent that I smell it's her touch that I feel
    You're the one that's talking but it's her voice that I hear
    You found me and gave me all your love but I can't return the favour
    This relationship's just that just two people together without any bond or love
    I'm sorry girl

    I love you
    But why are you trying to change the person that I am
    Much as I love you
    But I just can't live knowing it's not me that's in your heart
    I want one night just one night
    I wish you would look at me as me
    I am sorry I'm sorry really
    That I'm not the person that you wished for

    This is all my fault
    I thought that she would leave me
    I thought that I could forget her by being here with you but
    Our love story ain't got no soul it's just so cold
    I'm here with you but my heart is not
    I'm sorry I can't return the love you gave to me

    Why are you torturing me when your heart is not mine
    I know I'm selfish but what can I do
    Why are you still in this relationship when your heart is not mine
    I know I'm selfish but what can I do

    You keep calling me by her name you keep comparing me and her
    When will you realise that I'm not her that I will never be her
    If it's not me why are you still holding on

    I love you
    But why are you trying to change the person that I am
    Much as I love you
    But I just can't live knowing it's not me that's in your heart
    I want one night just one night
    I wish you would look at me as me
    I am sorry I'm sorry really
    That I'm not the person that you wished for

    This is my cue to walk away
    But I will wish you all the best anyway

    I don't wanna give up so easily
    No matter how hard I try to forget you're still on my mind
    But if I keep lying and holding on
    Then I will just hurt the both of us

    I love you
    But why are you trying to change the person that I am
    Much as I love you
    But I just can't live knowing it's not me that's in your heart
    I want one night just one night
    I wish you would look at me as me
    I am sorry I'm sorry really
    But I'm not the person that you wished for

    As I did this I referred to
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZdPBeLqjfo


    love,
    EFJ

     -And she's off- ;

    Guy Like Me (English Response)




    Guy Like You
    Original artiste: 100% (Guy Like Me)
    Cover by: EFJ


    What are you saying I've never felt that way
    You did more than anyone else ever had
    How can I ever live without you by my side
    Which is why I will keep holding on

    You were the only one who knew me inside out
    The cliche words "I love you" no I don't want at all
    Please will you think this over please keep holding on to me
    Please don't make me do something I don't want

    You are the one you are the one
    Please don't make me walk away from you
    You are the one you are the one
    Oh no
    You are the one you are the one
    The only one that I will ever ever love
    You are the only one

    When will you realise that I will never leave
    Please stop asking me to go
    You ask me why I'm behaving like child crying
    Well it's because I can't stand to lose you

    You were the only one who knew me inside out
    The cliche words "I love you" no I don't want at all
    Please will you think this over please keep holding on to me
    Please don't make me do something I don't want

    You are the one you are the one
    Please don't make me walk away from you
    You are the one you are the one
    Oh no
    You are the one you are the one
    The only one that I will ever ever love
    You are the only one

    Please don't make me say the things that I don't want
    How can such ridiculous thoughts cross my mind
    Stop it stop it please stop asking me to leave
    Do you really hate me

    As I did this, I referred to:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_hqMGbLcpI

    love,
    EFJ

     -And she's off- ;

    What Am I Doing



    What Am I Doing
    EFJ


    I love you
    If I can't even say this to you
    I'll let you go
    But I've got to at least try

    You were the one I went to
    When I needed to get out
    You were the one I looked for
    When I needed to escape

    And then I took advantage
    Of all that you've done
    I demanded for more
    When you've done more than enough

    I love you
    If I can't even say this to you
    I'll let you go
    But I've got to at least try
    I need you
    Can't believe I didn't even know it
    Now you're gone
    I don't even know what I'm doing

    I kept on playing
    Thinking you'll always be there
    I kept on using
    You like you couldn't feel
    I kept on pushing
    Thinking you wouldn't mind
    I kept ignoring
    You when you needed someone
    But now

    I love you
    If I can't even say this to you
    I'll let you go
    But I've got to at least try
    I need you
    Can't believe I didn't even know it
    Now you're gone
    I don't even know what I'm doing


    I stayed up all night
    Thinking what I could have done better
    I stayed up all night
    Wasting my tears
    'coz I know you're gone
    And you're never coming back again
    But what am I doing
    It's all my fault to begin with

    I love you
    If I can't even say this to you
    I'll let you go
    But I've got to at least try
    I need you
    Can't believe I didn't even know it
    Now you're gone
    I don't even know what I'm doing

    I love you
    If I can't even say this to you
    I'll let you go
    But I've got to at least try
    I need you
    Can't believe I didn't even know it
    Now you're gone
    I don't even know what I'm doing


    What am I doing
    It's all my fault to begin with

    love,
    EFJ



     -And she's off- ;

    Tears



    Tears
    EFJ

    It's the middle of the night
    And I'm all alone
    The middle of the night
    With noone to turn to
    You hung up on me
    Like I'm next to zero
    You brushed me away
    Seems like I'm nothing to you

    Why did I even bother
    Why did I waste my tears
    Were you even worth it
    I ask myself everyday

    It's the middle of the night
    And I'm all asleep
    The middle of the night
    And I have decided
    You never deserved it
    You never earned
    My time and energy
    Or even my tears

    Why did I even bother
    Why did I waste my tears
    Were you even worth it
    I ask myself everyday

    I gave everything for you
    I tried my hardest just for you
    But as usual you just blew it away
    You didn't even care what I had to say

    So why did I even bother
    Why did I waste my tears
    Were you even worth it
    I ask myself every single day

    love,
    EFJ

     -And she's off- ;

    Strangers


    Strangers

    EFJ

    Lost in a whole new place
    You came and made me feel better
    I don’t know how when or where
    But with you I feel comfortable

    And then we started talking
    Every single night and morning
    You never failed to make me smile
    Even if it was just for a while


    From stangers we got together
    The most fun I ever had was with you
    From there look where we’re at
    I cherish every moment with you


    What happened next I don’t know
    We just stopped talking one fine day
    All my calls were not picked up
    All my texts you didn’t reply

    I got tired of waiting
    So one day I just asked you
    And then I realised
    I’ve been at fault all along

    From strangers we got together
    The most fun I ever had was with you
    From there look where we’re at
    I cherished every moment with you


    Another you, another me
    Will we ever be how we used to be
    Another time another place
    Will I still see that look on your face

    From strangers we got together
    The most fun I ever had was with you
    From there look where we’re at
    I cherished every moment with you

    From strangers we got so close
    And then back to strangers we are
    From strangers we got so far
    Will we ever be as we were


    love,
    EFJ

     -And she's off- ;